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this past week my stomach has hurt like no other, i couldnt even eat without it hurting... i had no clue what it could even be.. 

so my parentals were asking me questions then they decided they knew or thought they knew what it was, so they were pushing on my stomach where my gall bladder is and i was screaming in pain. 

so the next day i went to the doctor and he confirmed my fears, he thought it might be my gall bladder too, which could end up in surgery. 

so i'm scheduled for a ultrasound tomorrow to find out if it is indeed my gall bladder.. 

im scared because i dont want to get surgery, the whole idea freaks me out, i know God will protect me and all but im still scared. ughh.. but i guess i'll find out tomorrow. 


in other news. i head back to bethel on tuesday, for my last year of college ever! so exciting yet scarey. im excited for the plans for the future and i look forward to that, but heres to the next year at bethel!