Moving on.

moving on,what i should have done right after camp,but i couldnt. last thursday was the last day demarco and i talked until last night.. four days without him, and i was a wreck, i tried to keep myself busy but i still missed him a ton.. 
well last night i called him about 11pm and he answered and was like im going to sleep and i pleaded with him to stay but he said "i overslept this morning, because i was on the phone all night, im going to sleep." so i hung up on him and cried my eyes out.
so then this morning i was texting him and he told me he hadnt missed me and he didnt even know why he was talking to me. so once again he had me crying.. apparently i felt the need to finally say goodbye once and for all. 
it was in no way easy for me, but its what i need to do, at least for now. maybe someday in the future we can be friends again, but its not looking promising. we're at different stages of life, and he has a lot more growing up to do.. yeah i'll miss him but this is for the best.. now i just need to surround myself with my friends and have them help me through this.. its in no way going to be easy..but heres to my life without demarco. :) 

SENIORS 2012! :)  after four years of playing with these girls(for an afternoon) its over. no more sunday afternoon of hitting people..lol..(even though it makes me completely sore) it was well worth it. :) i will miss this but life goes on and we had the best four years ever. with winning it all last year we thought we could do it again but the freshmen were beasts and they beat us by six points..so not to bad. i wanna say thanks for the four years of memories, im so glad i decided to play each year! an experience i will always remember and appreciate. thanks girls. :)

 allyson and alison..two of my 5-star girls who went on the day trip..we went to michigan for the day with three other schools. it really was a great experience and im glad i decided to go. i got to pray with the blonde allyson and i think that was the BEST part of the entire day..
they both conquered some of their fears and i couldnt be prouder of them. it was so amazing seeing them rock it out the entire day, even during the hail storm they had fun even though they couldnt finish the activities they were supposed to do.
i also got to talk to this little girl from kenya. i cant remember what her name was but i do remember the conversation we had. i was so amazed at learning about her culture and just getting to know her. i love learning about different cultures and i like people who are from different countries, maybe thats why i have such a passion for missions..thank you God for giving me a passion to learn about different cultures, i cant wait to see where You take me in life. and im ready. :)