Wednesday, November 13, 2013

my life as of today

i have been doing a devotion called lady in waiting, and it is excellent! i have learned so much and still have plenty to learn. if you are a female and you need a good devotion book, i highly suggest this one!

i recently had to make a choice about a guy i thought i was going to marry. we were unofficial and i was so thrilled to be planning a wedding to a guy i thought was the love of my life. HOWEVER God happens to work in mysterious ways and after much thought and reading my devotion book i made the decision to end things for now, but im starting to think that it might just be forever. and while i am bummed about losing my best friend, i am also glad for this separation, it has helped me realize so much, and maybe one day we'll be friends again, but for now I AM OKAY. it has taken me much time to be able to say that and truly believe it, and maybe that has to do with a guy i met tonight, i dont know.   

i am still unemployed but today i had an interview to be a sub in brandywine school district with the special needs students. we will see where that leads but im hoping for good things. student loan repayment starts soon, so i really do need to find a job and quick.




well i do believe that is all for now. 

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