just a dream

i wrote a few weeks ago that i had let demarco go,but i didnt truly do that until last tuesday..a week and three days ago. 

except that last night he facebook messaged me and said how much he missed me and wanted to talk to me..blah blah blah.

i wanted to talk to him, every bone in my body did..and i did, but we ended up in an argument and he deleted me from facebook, well he ended up readding me but still.. 

i love him lots, theres no doubt about it, but i cant let him keep doing this to me.. i need time and space from him, which he ended up seeming mad about, but doesnt he want me to move on? like i just dont understand him..

however, i just dont know what to do anymore because i do love him and want to be with him..but its all just a dream.