just go with it.

it's friday night, and while i had gone out to dinner with a friend i hadnt seen in a long time, and then to Bible study, (we watched some movie,boring), i now sit here with my very awesome roommate watching just go with it. its a movie with adam sandler and jennifer aniston. adam plays a man who was cheated on by a woman he was going to marry and swore he would never let himself get hurt again, he then meets this young girl and she finds a wedding ring in his pocket, he then goes on to make this fake family, and they end up all going to hawaii, while there, adam and jennifer fall in love. 
i sit here and wish i had someone to fall in love with. i mean sure i had a boy this summer and a little bit into the school year, but things didnt work out, which makes me sad but sometimes that just happens. i honestly had fallen in love with him, and didnt want to lose him but maybe its just for the best. sure i cant see how it is at the moment, but im trying. 
i feel like part of me is missing, i cant explain the feeling,it just feels like my heart is imcomplete. im trying to let God take control but its so hard. but hey i guess i just gotta go with it! until then i'll be waiting and hoping he comes soon.i just hope God doesnt take so long to give him to me.